I feel so gluttonous feeling depressed. It’s really pathetic, what do I have to be depressed about really???? It would do me well to be a bit more thankful for what I’ve got and stop whining over what I don’t or can’t have. It makes me more upset… that I am upset. It’s a dumb fucking vicious cycle. I have SO many advantages. SO many yet I can’t get it together to take ADVANTAGE of those things, or take pride in them, or be happy about them.